“What are you looking for?” he asked. She got confused as she didn’t know what she is looking for. An escape may be. An escape from the every norms of life. The norms of love, the norms of sex, the norms of walk and the norms of sleep. She knew that life is all about these norms where you should smile if you meet your boss. You shouldn’t smile when a person has died after suffering 8 years with cancer though she thinks that is the best thing can ever happen to the person.
Every body is stuck with this norms. Love has no norms. She loves the guy she knows his name. After all they will get married next year. But she asks herself that it is not the journey. She loves him but she loves that small boy too. He is a kid but his eyes has a magic. She loves talk to him. She doesn’t think that if she talks to him the love for her guy will become lesser. She loves when the kid touches her, she has never felt it before. She fakes orgasm with her guy she knows that.
She doesn’t know what faith is or love is. But she deserves to happy. Live is not like a pond of its an ocean. People comes here every moment we find out a new path and that is exactly what she wants. If you are binding life from exploring then love can’t be there. Love is not body life is not mind. Heart is an open space it’s the fresh air you last scene. She knows that every day she is becoming more close to the kid but that is making her missing her guy. It’s a long time she hasn’t missed him. S
“I am looking for place to be alone and miss you” she replied.